Cursing a Blessing
Blessed to bless others
my calling my goal
But when you bless others
my pride’s on swole
How desperate how broken
my heart and my mind
Wand’ring and wasting
To you Lord please bind
Self-indulgent, self-centered,
a selfishness so deep
I’m drowning real slowly
It’s dark I can’t see
Lord help me, Lord save me
Without you I’m gone
Out wand’ring and wasting
I look to the dawn